Diary: August 14, 2024

2 weeks… I am tired. Waiting for my period to start. I just feel exhausted, on the edge of breaking down and wanting to cry continuously. I don’t feel rage anymore, just sadness, blackness and guilt. 

I woke up crying….. Again. I just want this to stop, I want it to be over. The ridiculous part is that I know it will be over in a few days, but I am just so so tired of feeling like this. I just want to disappear to a place where I am a burden to nobody.